hotsugar:

When I was in 7th grade, I still hadn’t hit puberty. Despite my transcendentally beautiful eyes/luscious bottom lip, middle school rules dictated that the most physically developed kids were the most attractive and worthy of attention from the opposite sex, so girls werent into me like that.

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the doctors are looking at me

im lying here on the 

shiny, metal table

cold and exposed

their eyes sear into my vulnerability

as they gaze into my soul

with their piercing pupils

my heart tremors 

and my irises constrict against the white light

my chest is bare 

and my skin is taut

i can not move beneath my restraints

slowly the scalpel begins to descend